I'm a romantic, unfortunately for me, romance and being gay don't go hand and hand. All the guys I meet, just want sex. Granted sex is amazing, and I'm not diminishing that, but really? Don't guys want more than just sex? Aren't guys looking for companionship anymore? Or maybe I'm looking in all the wrong venues.
Another of my unfortunate flaws is that whenever I enter a situation, I find myself looking to see if I'm going to meet him, (him - being the guy who I'm going to end up with), and that's never a good thing to do.
I have come to two conclusions today:
1) Prince Charming DOES NOT exist. I have to let go of that idea if I'm ever going to be truly happy.
2) I'm going to STOP SEARCHING. I know that I say this time and time again, but this time, I mean it, I'm done looking. I honestly have to give up on the idea that I'll ever meet him, it isn't until I relinquish that, and I'm comfortable with the idea that I can possibly be alone for the rest of my life, that he'll come. (I can only hope).
It's going to be a tough thing to do, to just stop searching because every stolen glance is a possibility. Every guy sitting next to me at Starbucks can be a chance to go on a date. But I have to do it, refocus my energy.
And if by chance, Prince Charming does in fact exist and you've stumbled across this blog, know that I'm patiently waiting for you, just don't wait too long.
1 comment:
Someone once told me, that the reason why we date, is that we date guys to get them ready for the next person to marry them.
Basically, the people we date now are never the people we end up with. We have to get through a lot of frogs before we find a frog that will turn into a prince. (Notice that guy is still a frog when you meet him... it takes work not just a kiss to make him a prince. TRUST me...)
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